I could have avoided all that happened and all the words. If I had done that this time, some day later I may think myself as a coward. I could have been spared of only the incident and not the outcome. I am bound to digest the fact and the fact is so much concentrated with no trace of coolness/tenderness in that to soothe myself. Due to this, I am no more the same as yesterday. I hope I dont turn to much cruel and develop hatred because of all this. The sooner I recover from this, the better it will be for myself and people around me. There are many choices to make the recovery.
- I can indulge myself in more books/ more work/ more music.
- I can surrender to the silent phase in life by being so cold from within.
- I can seek the help of someone special to pacify my anger and to cool down my hatred. May be I got to find that special person :) or I had already found and still hesitant to seek help.
- If not will therapy help me? Yes but only if I totally need it. I think I may not need it. This blog of mine shall always remain such a special place to me to help me in all this painful days :-)